I was blessed with a wonderful, beautiful mother. I was only allowed to have her presence on earth for 11 years but they were long enough to know how much she loved us and cared for us. I've grown very close to her mother over the past year, we've always talked and kept in touch but Collin and Ella have brought us closer together. She's always available to run to the store with me, or just sit and listen to me talk while Collin, Ella and I sit on her porch and eat breakfast. She takes over the stroller in town and tells everyone they are her twin great grandchildren and I'm her twin granddaughter. She always says" I believe it takes a special person to be chosen for twins." She listens to me on my long drive to work at night, and gets so excited when I call or bring the kiddos over to play. She's always ready with a snack or food, or ready to go out and eat. I love her so much and have enjoyed every minute we spend with her, I wish I could do more, and help out more like she helps me out.
So tonight I am going to pray, I am going to pray that she is okay, that this is not a cancerous mass they have found in her breast but just extra tissue or something that is not harmful. She is so brave and said well my daughter and husband went through it, if they can I can too. She is a strong and stubborn woman, and she will not let anything much get her down. She gets lonely and sad at times, which after 60 something years of marriage to the sweetest man ever put on earth, I can't blame her for getting sad and lonely. I love to talk with her and she says you just made my day, it warms my heart when she says it. I'm blessed to have her in my life, I know she misses my mom as much or more as I do. Sometimes I remind her of mom, some days I'm to stubborn to be like her haha. Either way she is a blessing and I give her all my love and prayers for tomorrow.
Here's hoping that no news is good news!!!
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